Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. Day Two: Nine things about yourself. Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart. Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot. Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done. Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever) Day Seven: Four turn offs. Day Eight: Three turn ons. Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now. Day Ten: One confession.
Day 4:the way you want to take one person, and wake them up from their so called dream; Hey girls ? We’re frosh ! We got four more years of highschool to go. I’m not saying anything else. Oh, well.
Day 5: the one thing that your friends will never understand about your family; You think you feel what I feel. You think you understand. But you don’t. I lost someone. Don’t tell me your sorry, because what did you do wrong? Don’t even think about tellin me that it’s going to be okay. Because she’s gone. I couldn’t stop it, noone could have. Just hug me when I’m a bitch, don’t listen to what I say. I do better when I know your there for me, so not anything has to be said.
Day 6;the one thing your family will never understand about my friends and I; You don’t see what we do, so don’t judge us. We’re stupid and we will learn someday, but for right now I’m doiing greaat.
The one thing I would never give up would have to be my doll, Mrs. Blueberry. This thing has been everywhere from the Jersey Shore, to my cheering nationals, and to my leadership conference. This thing is literally a bunch of cloth stuffed with cotton balls. She was given to me by my Aunt Roro and I never looked back. I used to hold her in my left hand and suck my thumb on my right hand, everywhere. After I stopped with the thumb, I never not come home to her sitting on my bed. She’s that equal amount of soft but stable. I even tried to give up this habit on my 13th birthday and in the next week she gain the rightfull spot on my pillow.
Forever and Always, that thing only a select few know about.
That’s easy. Reach the Beach 2010 Cheerleading National Competition. I still remember the feeling to walk up the stairs and onto the stage. The two and a half minutes I’ve been working for to three months and it all came down to that. Between the spring floor and people cheering us on, I’ve never felt a better feeling in my life. When I’m in the spotlight nothing can stop me.
Do you know how many times I’ve tried to finish a challenge on tumblr? Yeah, I don’t either but you get the point. I wanna answer those incredibly random questions that have more meaning than any of my feelings that I could explain. So, I’m taking charge of my challenges and creating my own, like I haven’t done that already. Its just that I’m not good at following, I like to lead. I hope someone understands that. Maybe this one will be copy and pasted for my followers, maybe not so much. All I know is that it’s worth a shot.
Day 1.; 3 Main feelings you feel that you feel.
Day 2; The craziest adrenaline rush you remember.
Day 3; The one thing you’ve had since you were little and would die if you had to give up.
Day 4; The way you want to take one person and shake the crap out of them, to wake up from their dream of course.
Day 5; The one thing no friend will ever understand about your family.
Day 6; The one thing your family will ever understand about you and your friends.
Day 7; Your iPod/Music Player.
Day 8; The highlight of your day.
Day 9; Your biggest stupid accomplishment.
Day 10; How proud you are for getting this far in the challenge.
Day 11; Explain one person that’s made a giant impact on anything.
Day 12; The one sport/activity that you have passion for.
Day 13; Put together the entire challenge, your finished.
When you re-read Day 13, that’s officially your life story that’s considered your past. Enjoy the present. And don’t worry about your future cause that didn’t happen yet.
Why is everything so friggin complicated ? Like really. Should I order the this or that? Should I go here or there. Should I do this sport? DO IT. Life only comes around once, with that exception of the second chance, thats very very rare.
Hey, I’m me. That freshman. Who thought I was doing the right thing. And I did, and I didn’t. I made mistakes, and I don’t regret myself. Regret is like that little monster that you think that you feel, but its just a lesson to be learned not the end of the world. A mistake is only an error that you never corrected, but I’m working on it. Something positive for a change, makes me feel like I’m on top of the world, not holding it. It’s out last chance to enjoy life without paying bills. You and everyone will NOT ruin everything. I had some pretty great people knock that into me.
I still don’t get it. A month ago people were trying to explain to me what high school was, what to do, and what to stay away from (oops). But now I’m talking to my friend explaining to her … It blows my mind those things go so fast. Like, C’mon I remember walking into the middle school for the first time and being scared. Time go by waaaay to fast, and things gone before you know it. But, life been pretty damn good so I’m not complaining.
Hey, You’ve been gonna for what it feels like forever. Those random nights remind me of you and I dont know why. I stay up for hours thinking and asking, why not me? I shouldnt be right here right now, you should. We weren’t even that close, and now that were even farther apart; I feel were even closer. Everyones closer because of you. It was not your fault, but you taught alot to many people. Lots of people. Hundreds of people. A Thousand ? Whatever, you get it. Give me a sign that you feel me, because I feel you everywhere. Don’t even know why I wrote this tonight. Maybe because I had fun, and im in a good mood. You make me feel like I have to be in a good mood and that’s moving.