August 2010
Finaly Finished ?
Now that I have blogged all of my feelings out from the trageties, I cant help to think, what’s next? I mean, everythings done and the crying is finished. Then, what do I blog about? Do sit on the computer and write about how I’m freaking out that there’s a mosquito flying around me? Or, do I tell the world that I just spelled that wrong. Like seriously, ya don’t make a...
Aug 1st
July 2010
Day 2; Reason behind your tumblr name.
jruu10: lilneens19: Lil*Neens*19 Lil; obviously, if you don’t know me im little. Neens; my nickname, i think it came from jake. 19; my birthday-day-thing. so, yea.  Neeens is what everyone calls you, Jake gave you ‘Niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiins’ lmaoooo =]  Lmfaao. Cause when we were little, thats all he called me. He just can’t spell it, haha
Jul 29th
KathleenJuliaPinckney →
nikkierae: It’s someone like you who makes an impact on our lives. Sweet as sugar, compassionate, and bright. Someone mature at an age so young. A little girl whose life had yet to begun. You left this earth on a rainy friday, I begged and pleaded for you to stay. The news was tough and filled me with… ^ AMEN. 
Jul 29th
Day 2; Reason behind your tumblr name.
Lil*Neens*19 Lil; obviously, if you don’t know me im little. Neens; my nickname, i think it came from jake. 19; my birthday-day-thing. so, yea.
Jul 28th
Kathleen Julia Pinckney
This girl was 10 years old when they found a tumor in her brain. Kathleen lived 5 months with the her pain. Her entire left side was paralyzed. She passed away on July 23, 2010. Kathleen was my cousin so I wrote this passage after she died, I hope people would recognize this tragedy so I made her own page on my personal blog: The events over the past couple days made me really think, as if you...
Jul 28th
Nothing Like Tonight.
The sights I’ve seen tonight, good and bad, were unique. Lots of people came near and far to say goodbye. And when I say lots, I mean a line wrapped around the block, a lot. Who would have known that she was so known, but our love was what counted. This little girl is my insiration to love life and never let it go until the last second. She taught me including hundreds of others a thing or...
Jul 28th
Speakless With So Much To Say.
Only many people know excatly what, maybe who I’m talking about. But, the talking is everywhere. Here is where I come out with my feelings, yet I can’t expain how I’m feeling. I feel devistated, but happy for being a cousin who was by  her side and that she’s in a better place now. I feel proud for her being so brave, yet I’m shamed that someone would do this to her....
Jul 27th
Asking Why Is An Understatement.
Most people ask why, others how. Who do you ask, why would you ask such questions when you know the answers. the EXACT answers. Well, after winning a national championship title, finding out such news changed my life forever. First I cried, then I sat down and asked why. Who was I asking ? I don’t even know that answer. I just needed to know why. And you reading this are asking,...
Jul 27th
Jul 26th
CHUH CHUH CHUH CHALLLENGE. Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name Day 03- A picture of you and your friends Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to Day 06- Favorite super hero and why Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you Day...
Jul 26th
Just Saying
Don’t call me crazy, but I have recently noticed that I have a facebook, twitter, tumlr, email, and picnik accounts. What kind of world are we into to have to be socially interactive with so many sites these days (<— if that’s even a word.). I mean, here I sit at 11:15 at night logged into these mind blowing modern brain washers and texting at the same time ! Some of...
Jul 26th
Facebook. →
Jul 26th
“Dream as you’ll live forever, live as if you’ll die today.”
– James Dean
Jul 26th
Jul 26th
In My Head.
In my head comes a variety of different thoughts, but for the last couple of days it was unlike the others. Sometimes I question everyday things, good and bad. But  when something hits you that hard, there’s nothing else to do but sit there and ponder what’s in your head and the possible minds of others. Despite of the recent activity I have learned to hold myself up and to burn the...
Jul 26th